My Grievances

While lying bed bored,what ya need to make it better??

When days go faster and you'd grown not sure,what ya thinking then??
What ya need to talk if nothing special with something special anymore??
Night is always unsecure and so deep blue,what ya doing to keep inda right way??
Love song making you in trouble and you can't stand it,are you still mean it??
Why anything does'n get better??
Is the world turn so cold or my heart just freezing??
Did i find the other sunny day again??
If all big question confiussing you again and again,then what the hell you doing with it??

Suddenly this quite cold nite,making me down.

So down till i fall and i can't remember what kind of pain anymore.I fall more than a billion feet out of there,

I'm so done to felt it! I know what is feel like,and i'm totally can't stand it.I dont wanna get more closer with the damn pain nomore!!!

It will grow terrific if nomore walking away,but the fuckin problem always make me down,I swear I never know what I gonna do.
i'm stupid in my way,and i feel everybody so gorgeous,Too fab to kick out my way.
I'm going down.Definitely!!


well,nothing make me understand,though i run my head down,it just as same as before,i wanna leave out all the pain away,but how??
The BEST final answer is .. just let them keep inside my mind without any defence!! I can let them easily free without any fighting untill my heart stopp beating,till i cant take my last deep breath,i let them damn free at there,i never mind if they dying me slowly!!
maybe it'll get better.

i've ever trying to help my self better,but i'm failed,,i'm just a big damn loser.i can't stand it, i definitely do nothing!!oh..my it is so terrible...i'm so thankyou with yur attention,this is not good bye.but this pain i wanna die for.